Mallory ([info]luckyreddice) wrote,
@ 2009-05-31 22:23:00
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Current mood: accomplished
Current music:Parachute- She Is Love

Oh, The Snark.
I'm actually really excited. For life. I like all the new things that have been happening.

I'm SO happy Chris is out of my life. I've never been happier. What a toxic life-sucker.

My mom prayed for him to be out of my life, and it happened. Which explains the sudden and complete absurdness of him "ending our friendship."


My grandparents are offering me a place to stay if I want to go to Cameron. I won't be alone out there, which is good. I will have my grandparents, Chris & Emily, and maybe eventually Matt! Haha. It would be good, I think.

If worse comes to worse, I'll live in San Antonio for a couple months. Save up lots o' money!

Now that I've realized that I'm not the one deciding what goes on in my life, I can let go and be happy :)


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[info]tkchan
2009-06-01 08:07 am UTC (link)
You are the one deciding what goes on in your life. Everything you do is a decision you make. An inability or a desire to not want to take responsibility for that is highly unhealthy. If you can't make adult decisions and be ok with them, that's also a serious problem.

I'm not trying to be mean, and please don't take this the wrong way. Mal - have you considered therapy? You're not crazy, I just think that you have a couple issues that you haven't been able to and probably won't be able to work out on your own. It's something I've been noticing for a while :(

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[info]luckyreddice
2009-06-02 04:38 am UTC (link)
Well, I meant all that from a religious point of view. Leaving my fate and decisions up to God and stuff.

I know you aren't trying to be mean :)And this past year I PROBABLY should have gotten some therapy... But as of now, I got rid of the thing in my life that was causing me all the up's and down's, self-loathing, and all sorts of bad emotional things. I'm so incredibly relieved it's gone. I'm better and super thankful for it.

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[info]tkchan
2009-06-02 09:37 pm UTC (link)
"God helps those who help themselves" - I believe that's a Christian saying? You're still supposed to make your own decisions, you just have to have god in your heart when you make them.

I think everyone can use a little therapy - especially me XD. But I am glad things are getting better for you - and I hope that things continue on that way. :)

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[info]luckyreddice
2009-06-04 04:25 am UTC (link)
Thanks :)

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(Anonymous)
2009-07-01 12:09 am UTC (link)
You seem like a really nice girl, so I'm relieved to see he's out of your life. Good luck with everything. :)

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[info]luckyreddice
2009-07-02 05:00 am UTC (link)
Thank you stranger :)

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