Okie dokie, since Bree updated her LJ for me :) I'll do a quick update too!

Well.....I'm in Texas! San Antonio to be specific! I love it here, but I'm actually a little bored. Hehe. Just because I don't want to get out and drive anywhere. It is beautiful here. Seriously. Our house is surrounded by Oak trees <3 I should be leaving for Oklahoma next weekend. Matt(My oh so favorite bf) is most likely coming down early next week, staying a few days, and then we are both going up to Oklahoma. I'm excited for this move. I had some second thoughts the other day, but I think I may have talked myself into thinking them. Heh.

Tomorrow it looks like we are going to my cousin Lizzie's football game. She is a freshman who is in marching band <3 So I support her all the way! Then Sat-Wed, I'm house sitting for my uncle Bryan and Aunt Ashley. Their house is gorgeous! Monday we are gonna have a big labor day cookout at our new place. I'm excited to bring out my Minolta again to take some pics.

Hmm, I don't have much else to say right now. I'm gonna go finish watching Dreamcatcher!

Man, I have been slacking on this blogging this. Sheesh.

Been working SO MUCH. Ugh. I only have three weeks left of work, and then I have an entire week and a half of no work, so I can have that time to hang with friends and finish packing.

Hmmm....What's been going on? Besides work....

Got an awesome Twilight poster from Natalie and April from Comic-con!!! I loves it! Thanks guys :)

Bree and I had a hang out day on Friday since we don't NEED comic-con *silently sobbing inside* haha. Maybe next year!! Anyways, Bree and I hung out. We went to get lunch at Roberto's(Which I regretted later when I slept in the bathroom from being so sick) but it was delicious at the time! Then we went to Wal Mart to get some cheapy craft stuff to make friendship bracelets. We also looked at those like $10 rings and talked about how we would want our engagement rings. Lol. I thought it would be cool, if you wanted a colored stone, to have it be the birth stone of your soon to be husband. Kinda cool, right? That was fun and random. We also looked down the "decorating your dorm" aisle. That was hard.... "Oooooo, I want this! It's hot pink! Oh my gosh, how cute!! This is only 7 bucks!!" Haha. Bree did get some awesome blue towels for 8 bucks though. Then we went back to Bree's place and watched Coraline and made our kick butt friendship bracelets/anklets. At about 8pm we went to meet up with April and Natalie at Applebee's since they had been at comic-con all day. Their stories were cracking me up. For serious.

I'm excited for Oklahoma. I'm not gonna lie.....I'm really excited to hang out with Matt. I know, I KNOW that is not supposed to be my focus......but still....that's what has been on my mind lately. :P I hope he comes to San Antonio to help me move up there, if he does then I might not throw up on the way up there out of anxiety :)

Our landlord is coming sometime this week to take pictures of the house so he can advertise it to rent. So that means, this one day off I have, is going to be dedicated to house work and possibly painting......blaaaaaaaah. Oh well. At least we will be just THAT much more prepared for moving.

Alrighty, off to the store!

"Girlfriend". Hmm..... I like that :p

Ah, Mallory is a jerk sometimes.

I feel bad for saying a mean thing about Chris. It's not his fault we didn't get along. Just bad timing, and ....well everything.....So if a certain someone is reading this, I'm sorry. You're a good guy, really. And I wish you the best.

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August needs to get here soooooon.

And this week needs to end so I can do a REAL update.

Matt's week out here was absolutely amazing. Besides him being sick the whole time....haha.

........can't update on that either until a certain something happens also......

I don't know how I got so lucky <3

So Matt is here visiting me. It's pretty exciting and surreal. I think I'm in shock that he is actually here. Heh. Nick and I went and picked him up from the airport last night at 9pm. I almost threw up, I was so nervous. Haha.

We got home and talked/ looked at pictures for a little until about 1:30 am. Today we were gonna go to San Clemente to go to Pizza Port, to see Bryan and Ashley. Matt is feeling sick :( Poor guy. I have no problem staying home with him. Just want him to feel better :)

We are planning on going to Legoland on Tuesday. Should be fun!

Okay, enough of my updates. Bye!

*Happy sigh*

I'm actually really excited. For life. I like all the new things that have been happening.

I'm SO happy Chris is out of my life. I've never been happier. What a toxic life-sucker.

My mom prayed for him to be out of my life, and it happened. Which explains the sudden and complete absurdness of him "ending our friendship."


My grandparents are offering me a place to stay if I want to go to Cameron. I won't be alone out there, which is good. I will have my grandparents, Chris & Emily, and maybe eventually Matt! Haha. It would be good, I think.

If worse comes to worse, I'll live in San Antonio for a couple months. Save up lots o' money!

Now that I've realized that I'm not the one deciding what goes on in my life, I can let go and be happy :)

Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world. She took the midnight train going anywhere.
Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit. Took the midnight train going anywhere.

For a smile they can share the night.


I love that song <3

Wedding was amazing.

Family was fun.

Meeting new people was.... well....just what I needed.


I feel like things have changed. In me specifically. Things that I once cared about, I could care LESS now. I love it.

Okay, things are good.

I'm so excited for this week. I love my family so much. I hope I can take some awesome pictures. I'm supposed to help Emily pick out music for the reception, but our music is so incredibly different. I suggested country so we could get people to dance... but her response was "Ew. No. I hate country." Lol. I love her.

I've been good lately. Seriously. I'm good as long as I don't think too much. Haha.

I need to go to the doctor again. Something is wrong. But I am staying optimistic, that's all you can really do, right?

There is a lot to say, but no real point to even saying it here.

:)

I am feeling optimistic, not worried.

Everyone has an expiration date.

I am SO excited for FoHo this year. Nothing can compare. The nature, the people, the smell....,*sigh* It's utterly fantastic. Plus, it might be my last one :'( But that's alright, I will just have to make loads of memories :)

Not much to update on. Just trying to chillax. Hung out with April today, got my dress for the wedding, went to go-gos for sushi and then somehow ended up actually being able to eat Coldstone. Ha ha.

Tomorrow I'm going to Michelle's bday party/barhopping. Should be fun! Nick is letting me borrow his car so I can go.

At work yesterday, Lindsay got all weird because she thinks Jenna and I hang out outside of work. WOW. I wanted to be like "....Jenna and I actually have stuff in common." But I'm rarely confrontational like that.

Garage called, said my car is running! Woo! They just need to replace one more part... Hopefully it will be done Wednesday so Chris/April/My family doesn't have to give me rides anymore. I hate feeling like a bum.

So I have 8 days to un-bloat(?). I can so do it. I've already lost 20lbs. Should be easy to lose 1-2lbs this week.

I am so broke this month. Haven't worked that much due to it being the off-season.
I have: Nick's bday
Mother's day
Dad's bday
Wedding
April's birthday

Oy. You guys stop being born in May! :)

I want to go camping with my Dreamcatcher team.

"I'm going back someday, come what may to blue bayou...." Love love that song.

Deep down issues suck.

I'm making a new journal and am gonna keep it secret( for the most part ). Only a select few will know what it is.


Trust me, it's better this way.

I feel like I'm missing something. I'm sorry, do I know you?

Growing restless. Gimme a new adventure!

I'm getting excited for April's bday. Especially if we can get more people in on it. I miss you guys.

Today I realized how much I missed.....me. It's like finally getting to breathe after holding your breath for so long. I want to stay like this. If you don't like, please leave. The exits are lit on both sides.

I messed up my knee. It kills. It has this huge goose egg on it. I can barely walk up the stairs. :( It makes me SO mad. If you drop ice on the floor, PICK IT UP. Not so hard. Anyways. I might be getting the hematoma on my knee drained. When you fracture the patella, it fills with blood and causes lots o'pain. I have a feeling I might be on crutches tomorrow.


I have to be up at 5am tomorrow because Drew is in a surf competition. Should be fun, and freezing. Heh.

I need to not be spending money. My next paycheck is going to very little. Oy. I still have lots of bills this month. Including medical now. :/

Nighty night my precious friends.

New travel plans:

Leave Thursday morning, arrive in Dallas. Two hour layover. Jump on a very small plane and fly into Lawton. Rent a car in Lawton, and drive to the farm to stay on Thursday night. Friday night stay at the Lake resort. Wedding Saturday, stay another night at resort. Then leave Sunday morning. Small plane ride again to Dallas. And straight flight from Dallas to San Diego.

Simple enough.


So I lost 20 pounds since I quit Border's. I'm pretty dang excited about that. I recently started to work out every morning. To accelerate that weight loss.

And it looks like my car will be out of the shop in a week or a little more. That is still a whole month in the garage, but still.

I only work 3 days this week. Kind of lame, but it is nice to be rested.

I haven't been doing much. Working out, watching movies, drawing.... I did get out on Wednesday though. Spent the day with April, Bree, and Natalie. We went to a few places to shop for a laptop cover for April, then we went to Cost Plus and drooled over everything there. Then we went back to Bree and Natalie's and just hung out for awhile. We watched Asian boy band videos on YouTube. Yayyyy. I bought some Claim Jumper motherload cake. Delicious. We tried watching Finding Nemo at around 11pm, but April and I started to fall asleep. Ha ha.

Today I had a long list of things to do, but I was just far too out of it to do. Dad took me out to lunch to have some pizza and gourmet beer. I'm starting to like it. Just not any gross Corona, or anything in a can.

Tomorrow I work only until 2:30pm. That should be fun. I get paid tomorrow, exciting!

Alrighty, time to go back to Supernatural.

That was quite possibly the worst thing anyone has ever said to me.


I loathe myself to the core.

Dear Livejournal,

I am apparently dehydrated. Yes, even though I have been drinking two cups of water an hour..... Right now, I am sitting in First Aid. I got dizzy and nearly completely collapsed. True story. Quite embarrassing when you are working with two very attractive boys. Not to mention, the 75 people waiting in line. I think I am going to vomit. Super. I hate the heat sometimes. :(

This is gonna sting....


But it needs to come out....sooner rather than later.


....."oh my sparrow, it's too late."